Searching for my Destiny

(click title for image) So often we yearn for escape. We dream of being somewhere else, far away from home, experiencing the unfamiliar. Then before we know it, time passes and we fantasize the familiar. We cry for our soft sheets, our creature comforts. Perspective shifts, suddenly the overwhelming kept us sound, the mundane would now be a thrill. We are finicky and discontented. For a large part of my life I’ve felt ill, homesick for a place that never existed. Far from where I came from and unaware of my destination. There were moments of certainty. I’d fall in love or find my calling, but these were only moments. The emotional adrenaline would subside and I would again feel heavy, completely alone surrounded by people, screaming silently. We often learn from moments once they have become memories and I see now why I was discontented and disconnnected. We are all sojourners, travelers passing time together but I exist in many dimensions, in many forms and unity is not in the flesh, where I have been grasping for it. My value does not decrease because of a persons inability to see my worth. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder and I know by whom I am held. My destiny is not a person, place or duty, nor is my path. My destiny, my purpose, and my path is multidimensional love! At times I may fall back into a narrow awareness, day-to-day routines, my creature comfort‘s, my finicky ways but here I remind myself that I am a multi dimensional, spiritual being. I AM love!